tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6247593408250639167.post8346252673671804391..comments2022-04-07T18:29:36.471-07:00Comments on Pup Emrys: From Play-pup to Innate-pupUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6247593408250639167.post-75142829594370616772013-02-11T09:39:44.450-08:002013-02-11T09:39:44.450-08:00This blog brings a lot to the forefront of my &quo...This blog brings a lot to the forefront of my "self". I recently revealed to some that when I exchange vows with wife, on the inside I was patting myself on the head for a job well done. This was eight years ago. Well before I ever even gave hint that there was more inside then just what my wife saw. <br /><br />I think that 'pup' inside sometimes hides because the environment just is not right. I lived in a very conformist house. Today I am expect to reveal how I feel and what I want in life. It is a far cry from where I was, hiding from everyone that might even hint at looking down their nose at me. <br /><br />When truly being myself, sometimes with social lubricants there were always hints of who I was. Part of me recently discovered a fairly severe case of body dismorphic disorder. Being in that conservative environment buried it effects and manifested as depression and anxiety. <br /><br />It is only now whit the help of my loving wife that I live happy. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01370491251114757391noreply@blogger.com