Last night, my Owner’s wife posed me a question: How come I rarely ever pup-out at our home BDSM group? I mean, I am a pup. Pup play is my favorite thing! (See previous post for reference.) I love to pup-out when I go to other clubs or venues or kinky cons… but at my home club it’s pretty rare to actually see me on all fours barking and chasing balls. So my wife-in-law asked me why that is.
At first I couldn’t really come up w/ a reason. Then my Owner (always insightful) provided us w/ the answer. When I pup-out it’s a completely free and relaxed mindset. When I’m attending my home club I always feel (as mentioned previously) “on duty.” It’s hard for me to pup-out b/c I feel like I need to be on-hand for whatever might need to be done. It’s probably a completely false perception on my part. I mean, there’s nothing written in stone that says I have to volunteer or be ready to offer advice or take over as social director while a board member goes for a smoke… But by now it’s habit. And, of course, I enjoy helping out! I take great pride in my home group and like to do whatever I can to make each event run smooth. I am a service-pup after all.
When I’m away at another venue, I feel like I’m free to drop to all fours and romp about. But… I think I’m going to make it a resolution to try to pup-out more frequently while at home.